January 28, 2011
# just wish i could be better but it goes wrongi tried to smile often this day , but instead ..
i almost cried in front of my friend ..
i just wish that my friends care .. but they dont
i know something that made me quite sad ..
i just know it , ... and i hope they wont know my feeling inside ..
i have been killed , and i hope i never be live .. again
i wish i can fake my smile more longer .. than usual ,
and i hope people just ignore it .. and pretend all okay
this felling .. made me feel weak ,
i cant even shout or laugh .. if i did .. then i fake it
even if it's hard and i tired .. i will try more and more
no wonder if people happy .. or not . i don't care
all i need is smile .. and be quieter ..
because people ignore me .. and pretend i'm not here
i wish i could stay longer .. but it's hurt me more
i wish i could leave .. but it means im weak ..
is this the name of friends ?? i hope no ..
now i know .. that im their trouble .
and they never wish , that im here
so true , so blue
last words , i'm sorry that i trouble you ..
