May 16, 2013
no I'm not saying goodbye. in fact I'm back ヾ(＾-＾)ノ after freakin *count count* 3 years? i don't know but i was in junior high school back then and now. I'm nearly graduate from my Senior high school. yes! imma nearly a college student! ☆*･゜ﾟ･*\(^O^)/*･゜ﾟ･*☆
That's because i think, as a college student, own a blog is a must! i don't know why but own a blog add a credit to how you are not-so-nerd, despite the books i recently read. lmao (＝⌒▽⌒＝) i still love books and they love me back!
i throw away about... 3 old blogs? such a wasted i know. I can't promise if i could keep this blog up since i'm a bit lazy.. especially when it works with pics! duh excuse my lameness. (ﾟｰﾟ; uhm so i wanna talk randomly here, now. that i'm finally matured! grow up! have a much more complicated mind and i'm afraid that i now sound like a kid who aged 15. In fact i look like a 14 y.o they say *sighs* (*￣Oﾉ￣*)
"he fills my days with endless wonder"
i talked with my junior these days, that we actually fit together; she understand me well and i share little things with her. About how we could catch up the same thing, having the same opinion. wondering we don't really have that 'Best friend'. Ruined that word because no one actually gave us the real meaning of it and we totally disagree about someone called them as. Then again i was so inspired by many things ヽ(ﾟ◇ﾟ )ﾉ that seriously highly dangerously motivated me to learn things more next time if i'm being a college student. How hard work would never ever betray you. About how you shouldn't really judge the person because you don't own your shoes. Then my head filled with much more words. Flooded and understood. (^人^)
I recently hear about someone who bad-mouthing about me and i really shocked that it came from my close friend. I don't really good at keeping a friend or acting good; pleasing them. It makes me think. Actually i'm that kind of person who really wonder if and why and how they could dislike me and think about what have i done.
ignorance is a bliss.
So i act like a stupid lamb, cheering and observing if there is any else. I recently have a mood swing, so often that i could choke myself. I'm so bad right, if I'm so happy about this graduation; because I'm so much insecure among the corrupted society. I'm blind. i don't know if my classmate would secretly hating me, like everyone could do. (꒪⌓꒪)
It's been awhile since i write this long, I usually don't write so much but there are so much thing inside my head. I normally have one book i can write everything there. write online here take much risk that people will laugh over your writing and think "this person's novel would never success" and i would like to prove them wrong! gosh ლ(́◉◞౪◟◉‵ლ) yeah! i wanna have my own novel someday! because i'm taking this English literature, i promise my friend too anyway.
so I'm struggling over my dictionary, i mean adding up some grammars i might should know it from now and then. But i always confused about what novel should i write, i don't really like Romance; Utopia is way too hard for a beginner (i guess). Whatever will be, I'm reading more and more novel now and I'm currently in my Mortal instrument book two. Fantastic baby!
Can't wait to read The Perk of Being Wallflower, I've watch the movie and it's beautiful! also the Fault at Our Stars and 13 reasons why. I have a friend that recommend them all to me. \(*0*)/
