it's been awhile since i write.
i am okay.
only conditions here are so much different from where i was living at.
i am totally out from my comfort zone.
it's quite good. at least i learned some things new.
i should fight my fear about meeting a lot of different people here.
whom
most
of
them
talking
not
in
my
daily
languange.
LOL
i am not good at socializing, until i being forced to! i got this new job which fortunately i work here!
i don't know how it would be if i worked somewhere else.So, i'm working in a travel agent in ticketing section. All started from zero, my oh-o-called boss taught me everything --basically not everything yet -- 

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is written in different time

ok now so- it has been 2 months and still going since i work here. 
and we got this new employee which ofcourse i am glad we have! finally i have someone to suffer with LOL JK//
i begin to like my job as i complain less than before i have a friend. 
yes i made a friend.
technically because i am not entering college yet. my very first friend is someone from my workplace.
cheer for my excitement.
my godness i can feel this future is working within us. i keep on receiving ultra good news -- my friend's -- 
one is going to change their citizenship or we can call being a naturalized citizen. one will study abroad (abroad in this term is somewhere i really fond and i am glad to go to) and he's this one lucky ass. 
whilst me is here sitting and writing a blog about them and how my enviousness is overwhelming duh!!
i keep on asking when is my turn since 1995 (LOLJKJK) 
i always want that chance about study abroad but seeing my condition now is extremely impossible. 
and then there's this another 'waiting moment' for me and i don't know when is my turn to be arrive.
maybe it falls from the edge of Grand Canyon and never make it to here. i understand.
i don't know where my future will be destined. 
i am still in difficult to fit in -- actually in talking -- i barely improved in talking hokkien here heol.
i keep on thinking oh i am going to spend the rest of my life speaking english so why bother talk in hokkien --- curse me ---

i missed blogging. but then when i had time, i had no stories or at least i can't make my brain think about things gone recently. 
and my life wasn't so colorful as now, it was all black and white. 
and it was just a short movie.
and i think it wasn't worth to tell.

anyway, outside the comfort zone is where you find magic. 
outside the comfort zone is where you live more a human.
and it is not scary as it seems. 
sometimes you just have to follow where the wind leads without struggle about the directions

life might not ended up being what you expected it to be. but sometimes the greatest thing comes at an unexpected time and in an unexpected way and it comes when you are off guard. 
something great is worth to wait. so don't get tired of waiting what you want since a long time. 
but doing nothing is absolutely can't be your option. DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. 

anyway, since i work here i had read uhm... 3 novels online i think???

the perk of being a wallflower,

the fault in our stars (GORGEOUS) 

and reading going bovine now. slow reading. 

ah don't forget petite prince is charmingly beautiful. 

OKBYE CATCH YOU SOME OTHER TIME.