July 24, 2014
it's not hard to be a listener. I like it a lot. It requires nothing just be silent and just don't overlay their stories with yours. Much easier than being the speaker one. Like... i would think "oh i'm sorry i don't think you care so i'm just going to shut up now. Sorry to annoy you with my stories". So yeah i don't used to tell stories to my closest friends. I would actually messed up with things i wanna say and they would like "huh?" and asked me to explain it again. No. I don't even know what's the point of me telling certain stories. idk i confused man.
Yeah am at work now.
Hey! i finished two books in a week, last week. I finished reading Looking for Alaska and Paper Towns by John Green. Man, he has so many good quotes in Looking for Alaska. But it made me cry like f- asdfghjkl.
I can't bear with fictional character's death, it is too much for me, i can't breath *dramatic sobs*
I don't know what to tell, I was crying myself to sleep last night, i think i missed someone but i don't know who. It's just suddenly i cried and stopped, and i slept. Woke up in the morning with sore throat and still don't know who i cried over. Or is it just me who's sad. Out of the blue. Weird.
It's been 7 months since i live here and i barely communicate if it's not necessary. screwed up.
