January 31, 2011
oh friends i just want to be my own self , without sadness and i want to keep calm whenever the wind blow me up .. to keep going up the stairs whenever people ask me to stop .. even though i feel like a dumb right now , friends now are just go away from my sight .. but i have to keep strong ... and keep smile ..
oh i just want to be a good person , and i want to be myself , my true self ..
even if i'm tired of trying , but i can't stop right now
and i know if i'm going down today , i always have a chance to going up someday ... and if i fail , i never lack of opportunity .. chance is anywhere anytime i want to take ...
quotes beside is really true ^^ heheh
now all i have to do is to stop this tears and sad .. start the hopes and dreams , and i'll draw my own happiness , and people dont need to stand infront of me , :) cz i can stand by myself ..
now i hope i can do it all , i don't want to hear anger or anything bad .. i want peace .. hehe
or i wont say anything bad , even how bad my day is , i will go with peace and let the anger go :)
cz i tired of being mad and too serious .. jealousy also
jealousy is a terrible sickness i've ever met :D
Labels: #buddha, #me, #peace