December 15, 2010
i wanna write something but ... i don't have something that have something something nice in it :x (what am i talking about)
sport day was begin today ~ and will be end on saturday soon (ending with pensi)
tottaly ~ i'm really bored and tired of it :x i plan to not go to school tmrro` cz i'm lazy of the works and such O.O||| yea ~ osis !! hikx
i'm just being alone now time .. and i got nothing to do .. no message from any people so... it's really sucks :(
i can't even smile in this last month of the year .. will i geting alone for a long time in this new year ? :( i hup not de
oh , the banner above is so sweet :) i remember of someone ~ but i just realize that he's no death yet in my mind
O.O why should i think about him ~
ein ... (don't mind about what i'm writing about , i'm mad this day .emo i think)
no people around a :( no friend that save my life from my loneliness
aigo .. i surely really want my holidays D:
i wish my parents will stay here with me , without go anywhere
i really want to spend a lifetime with them :(( i missed mama .. i missed papa ~ don't let me alone .. i love you i love you
mama and papa are so busy of their works .. mama often comes home in the late night and she always find me wrong ! she always mad of me , i dun know why :(
but aside it , i really like her madness ,, i never fell any alone when i hear it :|
althru it's so hurt ~
maybe it's my another cravings of having a great great time wif them ^^
my another cravings again are ::
•fun hulidays with mama,papa and my bro ^^
•made them proud and care about my school marks
•i want they see me , my performance in d'school .. (i hupe so)
why mama papa don't really care about me :( is getting busy keep both of you away from us ? ma . pa .. i wish both of you are happy de ^^ always happy and get a fit body .. if you know that i care a lots , i'm really happy of it
i just can say it thru my heart (i love you dad,mom)
Labels: dad, emo, life, lonely, me, mom, sad
