hi there.. I'm back! i'm being an emo this lately, cz sometimes i just wanna cry out loud but i can't. SO yeah i just pretending that i'm yawning. every time i feel bad, i pretend that i'm sleepy. Gosh this world is just cruel, but have to keep living like this.
You know i wanna take Design soon when i go to university, but my mom won't let me go far from ma house, like i wanna find some nice univ in Jakarta.

mom will you please let me catch my dream?

, i won't do something i don't wanna do! don't force me to take the other option. This is my choice ;(. hiks~
i don't have someone to tell. I don't want to, cz every time i try to tell, somehow people didn't really listen to it. So i just be a good listener. Maybe this is why i cry so much lately. People scold me the most. and i'm the most forgotten. sigh~ perfect life isn't it? kekeke~ stupid me

my wish 11/11/11 : i wish every body could be happier than before. No i won't be happier, i never been happier.

sometimes i think Life is perfect for many people, but not for me. but in the other side i feel this is wrong, I am good, nothing's wrong and everything's gonna be okay. the reality is

no

but then some people which is have all that i wish i have say that they want more than this and more than that, how could ?? yeah maybe i'm just too sensitive or just tired of life.

envious means we're trying to hurt others but it hurt us more instead

i got poem task! so what should i write about??
any ideas?

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