April 18, 2011

it seems that he expect more from me ?? o.O *who am i taling about ?? nah ! he's my ex ..
i don't care if he read this blog or not , i just want to say , i don't want him to expect more from me , or think that i'll give him a second chance ?? no way (!)
hahahaha .. or maybe it's just my stupid feeling , i even don't want to give him a second glance ! really ;D cz it's scary though , hahaha lol
hey isn't it cute ?? i mean that scrump :3 super duper cute aaaaaa XD i wanna have it , but sure it IS impossible , cz i don't have any money ! (n) yucks ;P i want that , i want this !! everything D:
and again ! my mom change her mind ! she said , i don't have to learn drive , we'll take someday soon , LOL at her !!! she never at her choice for a long time - -a hate it (kidding ;P) OMY ! i really wanna learn , doesn't she know that ?? yerrrrr ...
i know i have to wait till next year to have my driver licence ==a , but i want to drive like a crazy XD LOLOL !!!
oh ! and once again , do i have to change my skin ?? ;) cz i feel like i wanna change it XD

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December 17, 2010


(Source @ Yesterday's Fate)

i join Tara's january SOTM !!






Rules
You cannot have a private blog.

No vulgarities or obscene pictures.

No hiatus or MIAs or anything similar.

The banner must be found somewhere on your site.

You might credit ANY resources that you took from. If I found out that you didn't, you will be disqualified.

No blog shops, and resource sites (sorry!)

You MUST post about this site and recommend (: If not, your marks might be lower that someone else's even though your layout is about the same as his/hers.

The language you use is ENGLISH or Malay or Indonesian


Points to note
This contest must have the minimum of 10 participants, and a maximum of 30 participants.

Link the banner to CUBEEMELODIES.BLOGSPOT.COM

Post about this contest ONCE, simplicity, kawaiiness, color combination, creativity, neatness, your popularity, originallity, and the way you treat your taggers and followers (affies too)

Procedures~
leave message at my tagboard with the concept : Name/URL/I want join SOTM
Post about this contest AT ONCE when you receive the confirmation message

Important Dates
Joining- From NOW till 19 January / when the maximum no. of participants reaches.

Judging from 19 January - 28 January (I'll stalk you, also with another judger)
28 January - 30 January time to make a choice for the winner
Result out in 31 January or 1 February or when I finish to make the gifts

Judicature
Me (to stalk you)
My Teacher (He is designer of my school's site)
My friend (Who has good sense, more than one)

Prizes~

Winners (1st - 3rd ) will get a SIGGY, BUTTON, BANNER, and an ADVERTISING SPOT( 3 months, 2 months and 1 month respectively )

Merits( 4th - 6th ) will get a SIGGY, BUTTON, and BANNER.

Another winners (Pinkish Blog, Cutest Blog, Best Posting, Colourfull Blog, etc.) will get a BUTTON and BANNER.

SPECIAL WINNER (Friendly Blogger) will get SIGGY, BANNER and an ADVERTISING SPOT (forever)

Rest of the participants will get a SIGGY and BANNER.



LIFE GOES HERE ~~
today i cried D= ~~ i remember HIM again ==" what a pain that he alive [again] in my mind yet my heart too .. althought i dun want to rmb him again , but he always there in my mind D=
today was speech contest and he join too , when i was on the stage ,i see that he looks at me ~ what the ...
i shok and suddenly i remind of his eyes .. D= oh my i felt away T.T
he won the contest and i just reach 2nd place
i missed him a lot ): haizzz ~
i just wondering if he still rmb me or not ,
i cried when i rmb the time that he said that he loves me and each D= painfull that now it has gone away ~
and never come back )=
tomorrow will be the end of the day .. next is holidays ~
haiz T.T i can't stand my tears ~~
how long should i hide all of this feeling ?
forever ?
lying to everyone that i'm just okay ?
i hope i'll be happy , even if i can't D=

i'm not in a good mood de
bye ~

sorry ^^"

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